Feeling raw, beaten and broke.
Rebirth, it really ain’t a joke.
My heart, raw, exposed, torn.
Pleading, I want to be born.
Please I need energy, so little remains.
I surrender, I prayer, please hold me.
I’m bleeding in pain.
Downloads, uploads, purging so deep.
A day to myself provides such little relief.
My head and head torn apart.
As dualistic ways, light versus dark.
Months of bare rawness, rapids, heartbreak.
Please spare me dear God, show me the way.
I fear if this lasts any longer, I can’t take the pain.